too High expectations

Just excited for what and who is waiting for me at home and ready to leave

I know these postings are usually supposed to be all about whats great and happy in life but sometimes you just need to vent.
Sometimes I really do feel that I have too high expectations for people. Why put so much trust and effort into someone if they are just going to screw you over? I thought people here were supposed to be different. I hate when people start taking themselves too seriously and become nothing more than self centered egotistical idiots who think everything is about them. News flash... Its not. Sometimes people just want to be nice doesnt mean they want to join your fan club or anything. I feel like so many people here are only concerned about where they are seen, who theyre seen with, and how their image is to others who really wont remember two weeks from now.
People are fake and have lost their identities.
They turn into someone you look up to and admire to who you cant even be around without frustration or hurt.
Find a way you want to treat someone and stick to it. Stop it with all of this hot and cold crap. Be a good person be a good friend. Be a good person. Its really sad how good of a person someone can be and how quickly they can change when their priorities are out of order
if you say something, mean it and dont just say it because its what people want to hear. Ugh people. Good thing I am leaving in a couple of months and wont have to deal with it much longer. Yeah I will miss you very few who are real, incredible, and just pure amazing. But I am excited for what and who is waiting for me at home.

Love to Laugh

I seriously have not laughed this hard in so long! Cannot remember the last time when. My roommates are the funniest people I know and make me laugh to the point of tears, ab shakes, and back tension. Ah i love it. So I am ending my last semester on a pretty good note. Some fun things to note thus far:

Some awesome Monday Mustaches at Sammys! where you can get Free grilled cheese sandwiches with proof of mustache! Kickin butt in my classes :) thank you very much and on my way to graduation :) music to my ears.I seriously love Rexburg so much. yes I gripe and complain about it often but it has been so good to me. I love its small town feel, how everywhere you go you see a friendly or familiar face, and just the fun little things to do around here. I am really going to miss you Rexburg. You have taught me SO much about myself, life, love, and happiness.

Oh hello

Finally getting back into the swing of things with school. What a crazy busy schedule. I still cant believe that this is my last semester here... then Full blown career reality will hit. Yikes. Being back in Idaho has been really hard. Just emotionally and mentally but I am so grateful for the people in my life that have made it a bit easier.
It has been so hard to put on a happy face and pretend like everything is alright. But we do what we have to do, make to best of where we are, stand strong, and enjoy what we can. I have been thinking a lot about how much I take for granted. I forget so easily all the wonderful things in my life. I have noticed so many times that I am always looking for the next best thing. Some material thing to make me happy momentarily that will have no lasting effect whatsoever.
So today I am so grateful for what I have. Both material and intangible

My family My apartment My car My friends My relationships with others

A place to sleep Fun roommates Clothes on my back An education Life Love

But here are some pics of my cute Apartment and room :)

Back in the Burg

So yes... I am back in the Burg for my LAST SEMESTER!!! Ah!! And what the crap... My last semester here my roommates are freakin awesome! I would be happy to maybe stay longer! maybe.... but not going to happen.

So i was definitely not ready emotionally and mentally for school this semester. But having these awesome people to hang out with after all that school work is pretty nice. This weekend was pretty awesome though. Took the roommates to Big Judds!- Huge BURGERS!! Then went to the grand opening of Sammys Pies and Shakes where they had live music- BENTON PAUL WAS THERE!!!!!- AND.... I got a pic with him :)- Went to the Cocoa Bean for some freakin amazing CUPCAKES :) Ah it was amazing! Here are some weekend new roomie pics :)

My Happy Dance!